Maybe I curse myself with that stuff about always being alone. So . ..
WHY?

So many songs about that thing which I feel I cannot experience.

Only possible activities: sleep, TV, writing, reading, eating. I need to make more friends, but I've always had trouble with that. I feel like I'm losing my physical health sometimes.

My story is a sad, dull story.

(I currently have the flu and haven't really been doing anything as of late. . . The doctor recommended I take the whole week off. I'd prefer not to, though, even if I do have enough sick days. At this point I've taken three days off.)

I suppose I can't get rid of the zombie box because I think that there's always going to be some show that I will actually want to watch. (which there are currently) At my mother's, however, I all too often, end up watching TV simply due to boredom. But that leads into a bunch of other issues I'll cover later.