what to do?

Well. I ended up installing Quake 3 today. I played it for about an hour and a half.
Something I wrote a couple of weeks ago:

What am I going to do all day? This computer problem keeps me up at night. Stupid Iomega. When I go to work, at least I don't have to think about this problem. It puts me in a better mood. Sure, I'm writing more without the computer, but nothing of any real value. How long can this go on? I I don't fix it tonight, I might just pay the Man $100 to fix it just as long as I don't lose any data or have to use the restore image. If you want to know how long I can survive without a computer - I just need decent enough reading material... I might end up running out of paper and have to get some from work to continue writing. I even started to clean my room, but in that I never get very far. Perhaps the "futility" of it frustrates me. I try to do one type of thing in terms of cleaning my room at a time, but it still seems incredibly difficult.

I want to eat. But what? Something other than all the sweets and white bread. Unfortunately, that's all that's in the house.

Ever feel like the very Fates are maligned against you?

If I were to remove all the games from my computer, would I really be better off? I think I have reached a crtical time. If I behave correctly, success will follow.