This all has left me very cynical. That site doesn’t seem to work at all. There are just way too many matches for a match to have any significance. The same would go for most sites out there I suppose. On the other site I found someone I probably do have a lot in common with. Of course, she’s not exactly attractive. On the first site, there’s some model that wants to be a programmer but she doesn’t want anyone shy. So why did she show up on my match list at all if that’s the case? Does my “personality profile” need to be redone or something? Perhaps it needs to get a little more in-depth.
My destiny seems to lie in me being stuck in front of the computer. Until proven otherwise.
Wanting to change something doesn’t change it. The psychiatrist keeps telling me it’s a first step though.
Love is that wild ride and I can’t start the ignition.
Don’t you get it? I’ve always been alone. Nothing ever changes. Especially not people. In the end, the Universe returns to its previous state. Cyclical. Either that or cynical.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005
watching television in a cage
People think death and taxes are a certainty. There is only one constant certainty. Entropy.
Well. They finally took my idea for a television show. Took 'em long enough. Slow bastards.
It's called Random 1 and is on A&E 8pm on Tuesdays. Random acts of kindness thing. Difference is these guys have been doing this since 1996. No they really didn't take my idea or anything, but it was something I have thought about as an idea for a television show.
Pirate television and the other man's shoes will never get picked up though. Pirate Television could only be broadcast by public access or broadcasted over the Internet.though if the content is as expected. Can't offend sponsors after all.
Thought of another silly tragedy I'll never write. Probably mirroring my life on several counts. Some kind of tragedy about someone who doesn't pursue his opportunities. Ends up forgotten and alone.
We are all a little bit undead. Never really living.
It is only these days that I realize I am in a cage, a cell. Thinking of all the literary self-imprisonment. Paul, from Dune by Frank Herbert was imprisoned by prophecy. Paul thought we were all in cages. Most people just never realize it. Nine Inch Nails - "Right Where It Belongs" really powerful song there. The Pigman. Anyone ever read that? Will here I remain? How do I escape?
Well. They finally took my idea for a television show. Took 'em long enough. Slow bastards.
It's called Random 1 and is on A&E 8pm on Tuesdays. Random acts of kindness thing. Difference is these guys have been doing this since 1996. No they really didn't take my idea or anything, but it was something I have thought about as an idea for a television show.
Pirate television and the other man's shoes will never get picked up though. Pirate Television could only be broadcast by public access or broadcasted over the Internet.though if the content is as expected. Can't offend sponsors after all.
Thought of another silly tragedy I'll never write. Probably mirroring my life on several counts. Some kind of tragedy about someone who doesn't pursue his opportunities. Ends up forgotten and alone.
We are all a little bit undead. Never really living.
It is only these days that I realize I am in a cage, a cell. Thinking of all the literary self-imprisonment. Paul, from Dune by Frank Herbert was imprisoned by prophecy. Paul thought we were all in cages. Most people just never realize it. Nine Inch Nails - "Right Where It Belongs" really powerful song there. The Pigman. Anyone ever read that? Will here I remain? How do I escape?
Friday, November 04, 2005
to laugh or not to laugh?
In my quest for the enjoyment of life, I stumbled upon aconundrum. If a person makes a bad joke or pun, do you laugh?
Yes, there are actually two sides to this. Why would you want to laugh at something that isn't all that funny or would bring you down to that level if you laugh at it? I figure that if laughter is such great medicine, perhaps we should laugh every chance we get. You can spend a lot of time seriously waiting for a high-brow joke to come along, or you can laugh at every opportunity. That is, as long as you're not laughing at someone who doesn't want to be laughed at.
I have come to the conclusion that it is very important to enjoy life. One must carpe diem I suppose to enjoy it. I know that the only way to come to enjoyment is to take some risks. (I never did see Along Came Polly)
The nature of hmanity is not one being fundamentally evil or good. The worst disasters can bring out the best in people. But humanity has to be adequately prepared. Are we prepared?
Yes, there are actually two sides to this. Why would you want to laugh at something that isn't all that funny or would bring you down to that level if you laugh at it? I figure that if laughter is such great medicine, perhaps we should laugh every chance we get. You can spend a lot of time seriously waiting for a high-brow joke to come along, or you can laugh at every opportunity. That is, as long as you're not laughing at someone who doesn't want to be laughed at.
I have come to the conclusion that it is very important to enjoy life. One must carpe diem I suppose to enjoy it. I know that the only way to come to enjoyment is to take some risks. (I never did see Along Came Polly)
The nature of hmanity is not one being fundamentally evil or good. The worst disasters can bring out the best in people. But humanity has to be adequately prepared. Are we prepared?
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