No one reads this anymore. I just don't post enough. The purpose my job served worked well - it consumed me thoroughly.
I don't want to be that zombie anymore. I want to really live. To really be alive - and for more than just a moment.
If I do not live, I will slowly become the demon inside. The anger will consume me. I cannot let that happen.
I need to find something else to hold onto here. The more I find, the better off I'll be. The less free time I have. . . I have way too much even with a job these days.
Oh well. If you do actually read this, please either comment or contact me. Thanks.
